We imagine Holly's story was a bit too complicated for a profile! Madison managed to snag her husband and baby daddy Pasquale Rotella when she FINALLY let go of her baggage: Well, it's like they say — you can't love another person until you love yourself!
We suspect this positive mantra is why the blonde is able to ignore (sorta), the haterade from ex costar Kendra Wilkinson.
"I didn't immediately realize that all girlfriends were required to sleep with Hef," Madison writes.2.
(She also describes Hef as a "hoarder" with "endless desire for momentos.") 3.But in her new book, of his live-in girlfriends, and how terrible her life in the mansion in what was at best a semblance of a romantic relationship with him truly was.Among the odious rituals Hef's girlfriends were expected to participate in regularly, Madison writes, was the "bedroom routine." After twice weekly drug- and alcohol-fueled club nights in Los Angeles, Hef's girlfriends and whoever else they could recruit to join them, would gather for what can perhaps only loosely be described as group sex.PHOTOS: Girls Next Door through the years While chatting with Us at the time, Madison, who is married to Pasquale Rotella and mom to daughter Rainbow, 2, revealed her plans to pen another book.“I want to get into my experiences dating after the mansion and things like that,” she told Us.PHOTOS: Celebrity secrets revealed "I don't know what people think goes on in the bedroom," Madison, 35, told Us while chatting about her memoir, "but it was always very much the same, and intimidating, and not something that I liked.It was a miserable part of my life." The shocking tell-all was a huge success for the former reality star and landed on the est-seller list, remaining there for well over two months.And I just couldn't believe that people couldn't see that that was better., Holly Madison got REAL about her struggles to date following her escape from the Playboy mansion in 2008. Names have been changed to protect the innocent I share a lot of stories because it was my first time out there as a single woman dating and I was really trying hard – even though I was doing a reality show at the time and I was in the public eye – to keep my dating life private.“I love writing.” Tell Us: Are you excited for Holly’s second book? Though they publicly denied it, all girlfriends were expected to participate in Hef's bizarre bedtime group sex ritual.